Testing our Courage
Posted on Jul 19 2007 | Tagged as: justice, leadership, places i visit, thailand project
Three weeks ago I was in Krasang, Thailand standing in front of twenty-two hundred students. Our team of Westsiders was invited to teach English at the local public high school. Each school day begins with an assembly. All of the students stand in perfectly straight lines wearing uniforms in the front yard of the school. On this day they asked me to come to the stage to introduce our team and express our purpose to the nearly all Buddhist student body. I must admit that I was afraid and it took courage for me to speak to a large Thai audience with no time for preparation.
During the assembly a twelve-year-old boy from Grace Ministries named James was standing in the front row. He is a beautiful child with ears that could make him take flight at any moment. Before coming to Grace Ministries he lived in poverty and had few opportunities. What impressed me most about James that day was his courage. Each day the school community begins with a Buddhist prayer, as would be expected of a primarily Buddhist country. Students give respect to the spirits of the school by clasping their hands together in front of their faces in a gesture they call a “wai.”
As I watched the sea of students paying respect to the spirits, I saw this twelve-year-old Christian young man with his hands clearly at his side in respectful opposition to the beliefs of the majority. I was later told that in similar assemblies the student body kneels and bows in prayer while the Grace Ministries students remain standing.
How often are we challenged in our faith and daily lives to hold to a commitment with such conviction and courage as these young people? Matthew 5:10 states, “You’re blessed when your commitment to God provokes persecution. The persecution drives you even deeper into God’s kingdom.”
Courage is about more than standing strong in the minority. It is also about pursuing Christ with everything in you and making the risky choices to do so. The pursuit of Christ can be painful and challenging, yet full of growth, joy and meaning.
Acts 4:13 says, “When they saw the courage of Peter and John and realized that they were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and they took note that these men had been with Jesus.”
Our courage as disciples does not come from our own skill or effort but from our association with Christ. It is through our unashamed pursuit of Him that we can have the courage of a twelve-year-old boy or a group of high schoolers from Lake Oswego Oregon.
I saw glimpses of this kind of courage over the past month as I spent time living in community with twenty-one students and six adults from Westside. Our trip was incredibly stretching for all of us. For three weeks every aspect of life was different. The experience was a complete assault on the senses, requiring courage just to function. The food, language, temperature, religion, economy, skin color, transportation, toilet, bathing, architecture, and community are all very different. It was beautiful to see our students adapt and respond to these challenges.
I saw in our students the courage to seek God openly, the courage to desire a more disciplined life, the courage to suffer with those who suffer, the courage to pursue purpose each day, the courage to risk vulnerability and honesty, and the courage to translate what they believe into how they really live.
C.S Lewis describes courage as “not simply one of the virtues, but the form of every virtue at the testing point.” Coming home from this testing and tremendous experience I am profoundly encouraged by the next generation of leaders, both American and Thai.
It is the night of our spring awards event. As I slip into the choir room, Roger Allcroft (head varsity golf coach) is speaking praises to this year’s state championship golf team. He played a picture montage, gave out awards, and recounted numerous stories from the season. At different points during the presentation he is emotionally moved. Roger’s eyes well up with tears of pride. He is fulfilling his mission to equip the next generation. As a result of a passion for golf the athletes see more clearly the nature of Christ’s character. Although the team had accomplished the ultimate achievement in high school sports, it was when Roger spoke about moments when the players had demonstrated Christ-like character, integrity, courage, humility, and compassion, that he displayed pride and emotion. The extraordinary nature of Christ is so attractive.
The author of Hebrews 12 uses an athletic illustration to bring us to the bottom line. Do you see what this means—all these pioneers who blazed the way, all these veterans cheering us on? It means we’d better get on with it. Strip down, start running—and never quit! No extra spiritual fat, no parasitic sins. Keep your eyes on Jesus, who both began and finished this race we’re in. Study how he did it.
Two weeks ago thirty friends of the school converged on the Heathman Lodge in Vancouver for a weekend of strategic planning. The majority of our board and a sampling of teachers and parents gathered together with a very specific mission. The first goal was to confirm the validity and potential impact of our vision and the second was to prepare a detailed plan to realize that vision. We have specifically been praying for the past year that the Holy Spirit would lead us to a vision that was in line with our historic mission, yet still fresh and relevant to the needs of the current generation of young people.
Recently I discovered the beatitudes in Eugene Petterson’s The Message. This section of scripture begins to describe the nature of God’s Kingdom. I often get drawn into a kingdom that promotes the opposite of these values.
Follow this link to watch a fifteen minute Frontline documentary on the power of Micro-loan’s. Over the past month Marta and I have begun loaning funds through Kiva and are believers. This documentary specifically highlights the work that Kiva is doing in Uganda. Give it a shot!
Last spring I had the opportunity to visit New York City with our choir. Our hotel was right at Grand Central Station and we frequently traveled by subway to get from one place to the next. The New York subway system in the eighty’s and early ninety’s had a reputation of being a very dangerous place, but on this trip I felt perfectly safe as we maneuvered through the subway system.
Love my family. Impressed by humility. Eager to learn and grow through conversation, study and experiences. Energized by my passion to see heart level change in the lives of others. I am hopeful, optimistic, and believe that Christ is present and working in this world. I want to be where the action is. (Colossians 3:1-2 MSG)